Sunday, October 2, 2011

Gandalle and Jonathan

Friday I was invited to Gandalle's house. I did publish about him before on this blog.
In Second Life, Gandalle is sitting in a wheelchair. Gandalle is handicapped in real and in real he lives in a residential community, in the western of the Netherlands, for people with several physical or multiple disabilities.
Gandalle told me about his real life and about his feelings after he was moved to another part of the village, last summer. Maybe that, to give him care, is more easy where he now lives but for him it is so hard to be between people he can not talk with, because of there disabilities.
He made a poem in Dutch and he translated it in English.
It very much touched me and asked Gandalle if I could publish it here and he allowed it.

Object of care.

Basic Care
Wash, dressed
as efficiently (quickly) as possible
poo, pee

staff
as slaves,
nothing more give than basic care
at the leash
of the Ministry of Health

Helpless souls
not knowing
who they are
not able
to drive Bodies
Dumped behind flat screen TV

Man become objects made flesh care
managers determine how much humanity
Staff must give
the rest of leaving
far away family and friends

In this world
Dumped by the care management
Oh God, my God,
why, why
hast You forsaken me?

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Gandalle Dovgal

Gandalle also gave me, what he called in Dutch a "gespreksverhaal". It is the story about him as seagull that meets an old friend, who is past away, and became an eagle. That friend introduces him to another seagull named Jonathan.
Seagull and Jonathan, did off course, remind me of the music Neil Diamond wrote to the film with the same name, Jonathan Livingston Seagull (published in 1973).
Jonathan Livingston Seagull, written by Richard Bach, is a fable in novella form about an seagull learning about life and flight, and a homily about self-perfection. It was first published in 1970 as "Jonathan Livingston Seagull — a story."
And listening to that album, and special to the song BE, I did read his story and it made me cry.

you can switch off the background music by clicking the II button on the flashplayer at the the bottom of this page

BE
 Artist : Neil Diamond
 Title : Jonathan Livingston Seagull
 -----------------
 Lost
 On a painted sky
 Where the clouds are hung
 For the poet's eye
 You may find him
 If you may find him

There
 On a distant shore
 By the wings of dreams
 Through an open door
 You may know him
 If you may

Be
 As a page that aches for a word
 Which speaks on a theme that is timeless
 While the Sun God will make for your day
 Sing
 As a song in search of a voice that is silent
 And the one God will make for your way

And we dance
 To a whispered voice
 Overheard by the soul
 Undertook by the heart
 And you may know it
 If you may know it

While the sand
 Would become the stone
 Which begat the spark
 Turned to living bone
 Holy, holy
 Sanctus, sanctus

Be
 As a page that aches for a word
 Which speaks on a theme that is timeless
 While the Sun God will make for your day
 Sing
 As a song in search of a voice that is silent
 And the one God will make for your way

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